An angel never dies

I read this on a friend's blog, and it really hit home. I am drawing near what would have been Cameron's due date, and now am grieving yet another loss, my grandfather (Cameron was still born on his birthday) passed away last week, and his funeral was on the same day that I would have been 38wks pregnant with Cameron. My other 2 children were born at 38wks.

2 lives lost
2 loved ones no longer here
Both are angels in my eyes
An Angel never dies

An Angel Never Dies - author unknown

Don’t let them say I wasn’t born,
That something stopped my heart,

I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I loved you from the start.

Although my body you can’t hold,
It doesn’t mean I’m gone,

This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on,

I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face,

You have my word, I’ll fill your arms, Someday we will embrace.

You’ll hear that it was “meant to be,
God doesn’t make mistakes”

But that won’t soften your worst blow
Or make your heart not ache.

I’m watching over all you do,
Another child you’ll bear,

Believe me when I say to you,
That I am always there.

There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,

Stroke my face and kiss my lips and
Then you’ll understand.

Although I never breathed your air,
Or gazed into your eyes,

That doesn’t mean I never “was”…
An Angel Never Dies.